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365
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369
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383
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390
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391
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<00:15:06.265>Um, <00:15:06.615>and <00:15:06.965>it's <00:15:07.314>truly <00:15:07.665>hot.

392
00:15:07.845 --> 00:15:10.085
<00:15:07.845>I <00:15:08.020>meant <00:15:08.195>my <00:15:08.370>lawyer <00:15:08.545>told <00:15:08.720>me <00:15:08.895>not <00:15:09.070>to <00:15:09.245>f**k.

393
00:15:10.385 --> 00:15:13.325
<00:15:10.385>Um, <00:15:10.540>and <00:15:10.696>it's <00:15:10.851>truly <00:15:11.007>horrible, <00:15:11.162>right? <00:15:11.318>Thank <00:15:11.473>you <00:15:11.629>very <00:15:11.785>much.

394
00:15:13.525 --> 00:15:16.005
<00:15:13.525>I <00:15:13.699>will <00:15:13.875>be <00:15:14.050>here <00:15:14.225>all <00:15:14.400>week. <00:15:14.574>Um, <00:15:14.750>it's <00:15:14.925>horrible.

395
00:15:16.505 --> 00:15:20.005
<00:15:16.505>And <00:15:16.680>we <00:15:16.855>don't, <00:15:17.030>we <00:15:17.205>shouldn't <00:15:17.380>be <00:15:17.555>cruel <00:15:17.730>to <00:15:17.905>ourselves

396
00:15:20.005 --> 00:15:22.365
<00:15:20.005>because <00:15:20.132>we <00:15:20.259>are <00:15:20.386>the <00:15:20.514>only <00:15:20.641>people <00:15:20.768>who <00:15:20.895>will <00:15:21.023>be <00:15:21.150>nice <00:15:21.277>to <00:15:21.405>us.

397
00:15:23.065 --> 00:15:24.765
<00:15:23.065>And <00:15:23.265>if <00:15:23.465>we <00:15:23.665>find <00:15:23.865>something <00:15:24.065>difficult <00:15:24.265>to <00:15:24.465>do,

398
00:15:24.765 --> 00:15:26.165
<00:15:24.765>it's <00:15:24.975>not <00:15:25.185>necessarily <00:15:25.395>us, <00:15:25.605>it's <00:15:25.814>a <00:15:26.025>problem.

399
00:15:26.195 --> 00:15:29.805
<00:15:26.195>It's <00:15:26.322>not <00:15:26.449>the <00:15:26.576>fact <00:15:26.704>that <00:15:26.831>we <00:15:26.958>are <00:15:27.085>incapable <00:15:27.213>of <00:15:27.340>doing <00:15:27.467>this <00:15:27.595>thing,

400
00:15:29.825 --> 00:15:31.525
<00:15:29.825>but <00:15:29.965>it <00:15:30.105>simply <00:15:30.245>is <00:15:30.385>that <00:15:30.525>the <00:15:30.665>thing <00:15:30.805>that <00:15:30.945>we <00:15:31.085>are <00:15:31.225>trying

401
00:15:31.525 --> 00:15:34.645
<00:15:31.525>to <00:15:31.641>do <00:15:31.758>is <00:15:31.875>too <00:15:31.991>big <00:15:32.108>and <00:15:32.225>we <00:15:32.341>need <00:15:32.458>to <00:15:32.574>break <00:15:32.691>it <00:15:32.808>up <00:15:32.925>better.

402
00:15:34.785 --> 00:15:37.445
<00:15:34.785>We <00:15:35.018>need <00:15:35.251>to <00:15:35.485>start <00:15:35.718>with <00:15:35.951>something <00:15:36.185>smaller.

403
00:15:38.345 --> 00:15:41.085
<00:15:38.345>And <00:15:38.520>I <00:15:38.695>think <00:15:38.870>failure <00:15:39.045>being <00:15:39.220>the <00:15:39.395>price <00:15:39.570>of <00:15:39.745>success,

404
00:15:41.115 --> 00:15:42.445
<00:15:41.115>I've <00:15:41.286>learned <00:15:41.457>that <00:15:41.628>it <00:15:41.799>is <00:15:41.970>okay <00:15:42.141>to <00:15:42.312>stop.

405
00:15:42.955 --> 00:15:44.125
<00:15:42.955>This <00:15:43.165>is <00:15:43.376>a <00:15:43.586>weird <00:15:43.797>thing, <00:15:44.008>right?

406
00:15:44.155 --> 00:15:46.845
<00:15:44.155>It's <00:15:44.295>good <00:15:44.435>to <00:15:44.574>stop <00:15:44.714>and <00:15:44.855>it's <00:15:44.995>good <00:15:45.135>to <00:15:45.275>put <00:15:45.415>something <00:15:45.555>down.

407
00:15:47.105 --> 00:15:49.125
<00:15:47.105>And <00:15:47.260>it's <00:15:47.416>okay <00:15:47.571>to <00:15:47.727>say <00:15:47.882>that <00:15:48.038>that <00:15:48.193>thing <00:15:48.349>didn't <00:15:48.505>work.

408
00:15:49.125 --> 00:15:53.285
<00:15:49.125>And <00:15:49.280>that <00:15:49.436>in <00:15:49.591>and <00:15:49.747>of <00:15:49.902>itself <00:15:50.058>means <00:15:50.213>that <00:15:50.369>you've <00:15:50.525>done.

409
00:15:53.905 --> 00:15:55.845
<00:15:53.905>And <00:15:54.138>again, <00:15:54.371>you've <00:15:54.605>tried <00:15:54.838>and <00:15:55.071>you've <00:15:55.305>learned

410
00:15:56.165 --> 00:15:57.405
<00:15:56.165>'cause <00:15:56.304>you've <00:15:56.444>figured <00:15:56.583>out <00:15:56.723>that <00:15:56.862>the <00:15:57.002>thing <00:15:57.141>doesn't <00:15:57.281>work.

411
00:15:58.145 --> 00:16:01.245
<00:15:58.145>And <00:15:58.252>I <00:15:58.360>used <00:15:58.468>to <00:15:58.575>have <00:15:58.683>this <00:15:58.791>sort <00:15:58.898>of <00:15:59.006>rabid <00:15:59.114>focus <00:15:59.221>on, <00:15:59.329>I've <00:15:59.437>set <00:15:59.545>out

412
00:16:01.245 --> 00:16:02.765
<00:16:01.245>to <00:16:01.381>do <00:16:01.518>this <00:16:01.655>thing, <00:16:01.792>and <00:16:01.929>if <00:16:02.065>I <00:16:02.202>can't <00:16:02.339>do <00:16:02.476>this <00:16:02.613>thing

413
00:16:02.765 --> 00:16:04.365
<00:16:02.765>and <00:16:02.965>I'm <00:16:03.165>completely <00:16:03.365>incapable <00:16:03.564>and <00:16:03.765>the <00:16:03.965>f*****g <00:16:04.165>idiot,

414
00:16:04.665 --> 00:16:08.965
<00:16:04.665>and <00:16:04.839>it's <00:16:05.015>gone <00:16:05.189>from <00:16:05.365>that <00:16:05.540>to <00:16:05.714>I'm <00:16:05.890>in <00:16:06.064>control.

415
00:16:09.835 --> 00:16:13.375
<00:16:09.835>And <00:16:09.962>if <00:16:10.089>I <00:16:10.216>don't <00:16:10.344>find <00:16:10.471>something <00:16:10.598>fun, <00:16:10.725>if <00:16:10.853>I <00:16:10.980>don't <00:16:11.107>like <00:16:11.235>it,

416
00:16:13.435 --> 00:16:16.935
<00:16:13.435>and <00:16:13.590>if <00:16:13.746>I <00:16:13.901>don't <00:16:14.057>enjoy <00:16:14.212>it, <00:16:14.368>I <00:16:14.523>could <00:16:14.679>just <00:16:14.834>stop.

417
00:16:18.075 --> 00:16:21.975
<00:16:18.075>And <00:16:18.355>having <00:16:18.635>that <00:16:18.915>agency <00:16:19.195>is <00:16:19.475>weird.

418
00:16:24.495 --> 00:16:26.335
<00:16:24.495>I <00:16:24.650>think <00:16:24.806>the <00:16:24.961>next <00:16:25.117>sort <00:16:25.272>of <00:16:25.428>thing <00:16:25.583>I've <00:16:25.739>pulled <00:16:25.895>from,

419
00:16:26.335 --> 00:16:28.175
<00:16:26.335>from <00:16:26.568>failure <00:16:26.801>being <00:16:27.035>a <00:16:27.268>variant <00:16:27.501>of <00:16:27.735>completion

420
00:16:28.175 --> 00:16:30.375
<00:16:28.175>and <00:16:28.302>failure <00:16:28.429>being <00:16:28.556>a <00:16:28.684>variant <00:16:28.811>of <00:16:28.938>done <00:16:29.065>is <00:16:29.193>always <00:16:29.320>have <00:16:29.447>a <00:16:29.574>focus

421
00:16:30.375 --> 00:16:31.535
<00:16:30.375>on <00:16:30.549>what <00:16:30.723>you <00:16:30.896>want <00:16:31.071>to <00:16:31.245>improve, <00:16:31.419>right?

422
00:16:31.535 --> 00:16:33.895
<00:16:31.535>Because <00:16:31.690>it <00:16:31.846>comes <00:16:32.001>to, <00:16:32.157>I've <00:16:32.312>done, <00:16:32.468>I've <00:16:32.623>done <00:16:32.779>a <00:16:32.935>variant

423
00:16:33.915 --> 00:16:35.655
<00:16:33.915>of <00:16:34.148>this <00:16:34.381>talk <00:16:34.615>before <00:16:34.848>and <00:16:35.081>I <00:16:35.314>said,

424
00:16:35.655 --> 00:16:36.895
<00:16:35.655>you <00:16:35.878>know, <00:16:36.101>failure <00:16:36.324>counts <00:16:36.547>as <00:16:36.771>done.

425
00:16:36.915 --> 00:16:38.735
<00:16:36.915>So <00:16:37.115>two <00:16:37.314>mistakes. <00:16:37.515>And <00:16:37.714>there's <00:16:37.915>a, <00:16:38.115>there's <00:16:38.314>a,

426
00:16:38.735 --> 00:16:40.015
<00:16:38.735>there's <00:16:38.899>a <00:16:39.064>young <00:16:39.228>lady <00:16:39.393>in, <00:16:39.557>in <00:16:39.722>the <00:16:39.887>corner

427
00:16:40.075 --> 00:16:41.815
<00:16:40.075>and <00:16:40.250>she <00:16:40.425>sticks <00:16:40.600>the <00:16:40.775>hand <00:16:40.950>up <00:16:41.125>and <00:16:41.300>she <00:16:41.475>says,

428
00:16:42.795 --> 00:16:44.495
<00:16:42.795>but <00:16:42.969>how <00:16:43.145>do <00:16:43.319>you <00:16:43.495>know <00:16:43.670>what <00:16:43.844>done <00:16:44.020>is <00:16:44.194>right?

429
00:16:44.515 --> 00:16:45.695
<00:16:44.515>How, <00:16:44.666>how <00:16:44.818>do <00:16:44.970>you <00:16:45.121>know <00:16:45.273>what <00:16:45.425>failure <00:16:45.577>is?

430
00:16:45.695 --> 00:16:47.375
<00:16:45.695>How <00:16:45.850>do <00:16:46.006>you <00:16:46.161>quantify <00:16:46.317>failure? <00:16:46.472>How <00:16:46.628>do <00:16:46.783>you <00:16:46.939>understand <00:16:47.095>failure?

431
00:16:47.535 --> 00:16:48.615
<00:16:47.535>I <00:16:47.729>know <00:16:47.923>that <00:16:48.118>if <00:16:48.312>I've <00:16:48.507>gone

432
00:16:48.615 --> 00:16:49.935
<00:16:48.615>and <00:16:48.813>I've <00:16:49.011>achieved <00:16:49.209>this <00:16:49.406>thing, <00:16:49.604>it's <00:16:49.803>success,

433
00:16:49.935 --> 00:16:51.255
<00:16:49.935>but <00:16:50.083>how, <00:16:50.232>how <00:16:50.380>do <00:16:50.529>I <00:16:50.677>know <00:16:50.826>what <00:16:50.974>failure <00:16:51.123>is?

434
00:16:51.955 --> 00:16:54.975
<00:16:51.955>And <00:16:52.062>so <00:16:52.170>I <00:16:52.278>think <00:16:52.385>that <00:16:52.493>if <00:16:52.601>you <00:16:52.708>have <00:16:52.816>a <00:16:52.924>focus <00:16:53.031>for <00:16:53.139>what <00:16:53.247>you <00:16:53.355>want

435
00:16:54.975 --> 00:16:56.415
<00:16:54.975>to <00:16:55.191>improve, <00:16:55.407>that <00:16:55.623>helps <00:16:55.839>you <00:16:56.055>quantify <00:16:56.271>failure.

436
00:16:56.415 --> 00:16:58.855
<00:16:56.415>Because <00:16:56.648>you <00:16:56.881>can <00:16:57.115>say, <00:16:57.348>I've <00:16:57.581>set <00:16:57.814>out

437
00:16:58.855 --> 00:17:00.735
<00:16:58.855>to <00:16:59.135>accomplish <00:16:59.415>improving <00:16:59.695>this <00:16:59.975>particular <00:17:00.255>skill.

438
00:17:00.815 --> 00:17:02.935
<00:17:00.815>I <00:17:00.955>haven't <00:17:01.095>improved <00:17:01.235>this <00:17:01.375>particular <00:17:01.515>skill <00:17:01.655>as <00:17:01.795>much <00:17:01.935>as <00:17:02.075>I <00:17:02.215>wanted

439
00:17:02.995 --> 00:17:04.855
<00:17:02.995>and <00:17:03.195>therefore <00:17:03.395>I <00:17:03.595>have <00:17:03.795>failed <00:17:03.995>this <00:17:04.194>particular <00:17:04.395>thing.

440
00:17:05.075 --> 00:17:07.575
<00:17:05.075>And <00:17:05.202>if <00:17:05.329>you <00:17:05.456>focus <00:17:05.584>it <00:17:05.711>on <00:17:05.838>yourself <00:17:05.965>instead <00:17:06.093>of <00:17:06.220>what <00:17:06.347>you <00:17:06.475>want

441
00:17:07.575 --> 00:17:10.015
<00:17:07.575>to <00:17:07.730>accomplish <00:17:07.886>and <00:17:08.041>achieve, <00:17:08.197>then <00:17:08.352>you <00:17:08.508>take <00:17:08.663>a <00:17:08.819>much <00:17:08.975>healthier

442
00:17:10.015 --> 00:17:11.135
<00:17:10.015>view <00:17:10.519>to <00:17:11.022>creation.

443
00:17:12.255 --> 00:17:14.415
<00:17:12.255>I <00:17:12.382>think <00:17:12.509>even <00:17:12.636>though <00:17:12.764>we <00:17:12.891>always <00:17:13.018>want <00:17:13.145>to <00:17:13.273>set <00:17:13.400>out <00:17:13.527>the <00:17:13.655>goal

444
00:17:14.415 --> 00:17:15.775
<00:17:14.415>that <00:17:14.618>we've <00:17:14.823>achieved, <00:17:15.027>you <00:17:15.231>don't <00:17:15.435>always <00:17:15.639>have

445
00:17:16.335 --> 00:17:17.455
<00:17:16.335>a <00:17:16.671>hundred <00:17:17.007>percent <00:17:17.342>success.

446
00:17:17.915 --> 00:17:21.615
<00:17:17.915>It <00:17:18.042>doesn't <00:17:18.169>need <00:17:18.296>to <00:17:18.424>be <00:17:18.551>a <00:17:18.678>brick <00:17:18.805>that's <00:17:18.933>cast <00:17:19.060>in <00:17:19.187>a <00:17:19.315>factory,

447
00:17:21.735 --> 00:17:22.935
<00:17:21.734>a <00:17:22.004>match <00:17:22.274>factory <00:17:22.544>produced <00:17:22.815>brick,

448
00:17:22.935 --> 00:17:23.975
<00:17:22.935>but <00:17:23.068>it <00:17:23.202>just <00:17:23.336>needs <00:17:23.469>to <00:17:23.603>be <00:17:23.737>a <00:17:23.870>brick.

449
00:17:24.205 --> 00:17:26.855
<00:17:24.204>It's <00:17:24.360>good <00:17:24.516>enough <00:17:24.671>to <00:17:24.827>hold <00:17:24.982>up <00:17:25.138>the <00:17:25.293>wall <00:17:25.449>for <00:17:25.605>you

450
00:17:26.855 --> 00:17:29.255
<00:17:26.855>to <00:17:26.971>show <00:17:27.088>other <00:17:27.204>people <00:17:27.321>and <00:17:27.438>look <00:17:27.555>at <00:17:27.671>it <00:17:27.788>before <00:17:27.905>you <00:17:28.021>tear <00:17:28.138>it <00:17:28.255>down.

451
00:17:29.255 --> 00:17:30.895
<00:17:29.255>Taking <00:17:29.430>the <00:17:29.605>lessons <00:17:29.780>of <00:17:29.955>your <00:17:30.130>brick <00:17:30.305>making <00:17:30.480>with <00:17:30.655>you.

452
00:17:30.895 --> 00:17:33.015
<00:17:30.895>This <00:17:31.128>is <00:17:31.361>a <00:17:31.595>really <00:17:31.828>bad <00:17:32.061>analogy, <00:17:32.295>just,

453
00:17:33.235 --> 00:17:34.255
<00:17:33.235>I'm <00:17:33.418>gonna <00:17:33.602>keep <00:17:33.785>building <00:17:33.969>on <00:17:34.153>it.

454
00:17:34.255 --> 00:17:35.935
<00:17:34.255>Just <00:17:34.535>keep <00:17:34.815>spiraling <00:17:35.095>down. <00:17:35.375>Help <00:17:35.655>me.

455
00:17:36.715 --> 00:17:38.615
<00:17:36.715>Um, <00:17:36.915>this <00:17:37.115>talk <00:17:37.314>is <00:17:37.514>a <00:17:37.715>perfect <00:17:37.915>example, <00:17:38.115>right?

456
00:17:38.635 --> 00:17:41.415
<00:17:38.635>My <00:17:38.775>definition <00:17:38.915>of <00:17:39.055>done <00:17:39.195>is <00:17:39.335>to <00:17:39.475>give <00:17:39.615>a <00:17:39.754>talk <00:17:39.895>that, <00:17:40.035>uh,

457
00:17:41.795 --> 00:17:43.615
<00:17:41.795>the <00:17:41.995>final <00:17:42.195>goal <00:17:42.395>is <00:17:42.595>give <00:17:42.795>a <00:17:42.995>conference <00:17:43.195>talk

458
00:17:43.615 --> 00:17:44.935
<00:17:43.615>that <00:17:43.813>I <00:17:44.011>feel <00:17:44.209>happy <00:17:44.407>to <00:17:44.605>give, <00:17:44.803>right?

459
00:17:45.315 --> 00:17:47.135
<00:17:45.315>And <00:17:45.548>everything <00:17:45.781>else <00:17:46.015>is <00:17:46.248>kind <00:17:46.481>of <00:17:46.715>secondary.

460
00:17:47.635 --> 00:17:50.725
<00:17:47.635>So <00:17:47.751>if <00:17:47.868>I <00:17:47.985>give <00:17:48.101>a <00:17:48.218>talk <00:17:48.335>and <00:17:48.451>I <00:17:48.568>feel <00:17:48.685>happy <00:17:48.801>with <00:17:48.918>the <00:17:49.035>outcome

461
00:17:50.825 --> 00:17:54.845
<00:17:50.825>and <00:17:50.965>I <00:17:51.105>I'm <00:17:51.245>satisfied <00:17:51.385>with <00:17:51.525>it, <00:17:51.665>then <00:17:51.805>that <00:17:51.945>means <00:17:52.085>I've <00:17:52.225>succeeded.

462
00:17:55.635 --> 00:17:58.295
<00:17:55.635>And <00:17:55.810>if <00:17:55.985>I <00:17:56.160>feel <00:17:56.335>I <00:17:56.510>could <00:17:56.685>have <00:17:56.860>done <00:17:57.035>better,

463
00:17:58.675 --> 00:18:00.735
<00:17:58.675>and <00:17:59.024>that <00:17:59.375>means <00:17:59.725>I've <00:18:00.075>failed,

464
00:18:01.115 --> 00:18:02.695
<00:18:01.115>but <00:18:01.348>I've <00:18:01.581>learned <00:18:01.815>from <00:18:02.048>the <00:18:02.281>experience <00:18:02.515>regardless.

465
00:18:03.315 --> 00:18:05.895
<00:18:03.315>And <00:18:03.490>understanding <00:18:03.665>failure <00:18:03.840>is <00:18:04.015>very <00:18:04.190>done <00:18:04.365>also <00:18:04.540>allows <00:18:04.715>me

466
00:18:05.895 --> 00:18:07.335
<00:18:05.895>to <00:18:06.154>appreciate <00:18:06.413>sort <00:18:06.672>of <00:18:06.931>clear <00:18:07.191>communication.

467
00:18:07.655 --> 00:18:09.935
<00:18:07.655>'cause <00:18:07.771>me <00:18:07.888>in <00:18:08.004>the <00:18:08.121>present <00:18:08.238>needs <00:18:08.355>to <00:18:08.471>talk <00:18:08.588>to <00:18:08.705>me <00:18:08.821>in <00:18:08.938>the <00:18:09.055>future

468
00:18:10.035 --> 00:18:12.135
<00:18:10.035>and <00:18:10.210>say, <00:18:10.385>Hey <00:18:10.560>man, <00:18:10.735>if <00:18:10.910>you've <00:18:11.085>done <00:18:11.260>this <00:18:11.435>thing,

469
00:18:12.645 --> 00:18:13.695
<00:18:12.645>then <00:18:12.881>you <00:18:13.117>are <00:18:13.353>all <00:18:13.590>good.

470
00:18:13.755 --> 00:18:16.175
<00:18:13.755>If <00:18:13.930>you <00:18:14.105>haven't <00:18:14.280>done <00:18:14.455>this <00:18:14.630>thing, <00:18:14.805>then <00:18:14.980>it's <00:18:15.155>kind

471
00:18:16.175 --> 00:18:17.575
<00:18:16.175>of <00:18:16.355>s****y <00:18:16.535>and <00:18:16.715>so <00:18:16.895>on <00:18:17.075>and <00:18:17.255>so <00:18:17.435>forth.

472
00:18:17.595 --> 00:18:20.095
<00:18:17.595>And <00:18:17.828>so <00:18:18.061>defining <00:18:18.295>what <00:18:18.528>done <00:18:18.761>means <00:18:18.995>clearly

473
00:18:20.155 --> 00:18:21.255
<00:18:20.155>and <00:18:20.320>concisely <00:18:20.485>in <00:18:20.650>a <00:18:20.815>way <00:18:20.980>the <00:18:21.145>value

474
00:18:21.255 --> 00:18:23.655
<00:18:21.255>of <00:18:21.410>the <00:18:21.566>future <00:18:21.721>can <00:18:21.877>understand <00:18:22.032>is <00:18:22.188>a <00:18:22.343>skill <00:18:22.499>that <00:18:22.655>is,

475
00:18:25.385 --> 00:18:26.475
<00:18:25.385>it's <00:18:25.630>really <00:18:25.875>good <00:18:26.120>to <00:18:26.366>have.

476
00:18:28.375 --> 00:18:30.035
<00:18:28.375>The <00:18:28.575>next <00:18:28.775>principle <00:18:28.975>is <00:18:29.175>people <00:18:29.375>without <00:18:29.575>dirty <00:18:29.775>hands

477
00:18:30.035 --> 00:18:31.635
<00:18:30.035>or <00:18:30.268>wrong <00:18:30.501>doing <00:18:30.735>something <00:18:30.968>makes <00:18:31.201>you <00:18:31.435>right.

478
00:18:32.135 --> 00:18:33.995
<00:18:32.135>And <00:18:32.310>I <00:18:32.485>think <00:18:32.660>when <00:18:32.835>starting <00:18:33.010>on <00:18:33.185>a <00:18:33.360>new <00:18:33.535>project,

479
00:18:34.015 --> 00:18:36.235
<00:18:34.015>you've <00:18:34.190>got <00:18:34.365>all <00:18:34.540>the <00:18:34.715>hypotheticals <00:18:34.890>and <00:18:35.065>the <00:18:35.240>what <00:18:35.415>ifs

480
00:18:36.235 --> 00:18:39.115
<00:18:36.235>and <00:18:36.362>they <00:18:36.489>can <00:18:36.616>be <00:18:36.744>paralyzing <00:18:36.871>and <00:18:36.998>you <00:18:37.125>can <00:18:37.253>speak <00:18:37.380>to <00:18:37.507>other <00:18:37.635>people

481
00:18:39.115 --> 00:18:40.915
<00:18:39.115>and <00:18:39.242>you <00:18:39.369>can <00:18:39.496>learn <00:18:39.624>from <00:18:39.751>experience <00:18:39.878>and <00:18:40.005>so <00:18:40.133>on <00:18:40.260>and <00:18:40.387>so <00:18:40.515>forth.

482
00:18:40.915 --> 00:18:41.875
<00:18:40.915>And <00:18:41.023>you <00:18:41.130>can <00:18:41.239>draw <00:18:41.347>on <00:18:41.455>their <00:18:41.563>wealth <00:18:41.671>of <00:18:41.779>knowledge

483
00:18:41.875 --> 00:18:42.955
<00:18:41.875>and <00:18:42.118>that'll <00:18:42.360>save <00:18:42.604>your <00:18:42.847>lifetime.

484
00:18:43.975 --> 00:18:46.875
<00:18:43.975>But <00:18:44.254>drawing <00:18:44.534>on <00:18:44.814>other <00:18:45.094>people's <00:18:45.375>knowledge

485
00:18:46.935 --> 00:18:48.035
<00:18:46.935>can <00:18:47.133>only <00:18:47.331>take <00:18:47.529>you <00:18:47.727>so <00:18:47.925>far.

486
00:18:48.615 --> 00:18:50.635
<00:18:48.615>So <00:18:48.755>if <00:18:48.895>you <00:18:49.035>think <00:18:49.175>of <00:18:49.315>the <00:18:49.455>way <00:18:49.595>that <00:18:49.735>the <00:18:49.875>rain <00:18:50.015>smells

487
00:18:50.635 --> 00:18:53.875
<00:18:50.635>to <00:18:50.751>you <00:18:50.868>on <00:18:50.985>the <00:18:51.101>summer <00:18:51.218>day, <00:18:51.335>or <00:18:51.451>if <00:18:51.568>you <00:18:51.685>think <00:18:51.801>about <00:18:51.918>the, <00:18:52.035>the,

488
00:18:53.875 --> 00:18:55.915
<00:18:53.875>the <00:18:54.002>taste <00:18:54.129>of <00:18:54.256>a <00:18:54.384>glass <00:18:54.511>of <00:18:54.638>wine, <00:18:54.765>if <00:18:54.893>you <00:18:55.020>do <00:18:55.147>drink <00:18:55.275>alcohol,

489
00:18:55.915 --> 00:18:57.595
<00:18:55.915>if <00:18:56.055>you <00:18:56.195>taste <00:18:56.335>about, <00:18:56.475>uh, <00:18:56.615>if <00:18:56.754>you <00:18:56.895>think <00:18:57.034>about <00:18:57.175>the <00:18:57.315>warmth

490
00:18:57.595 --> 00:18:58.835
<00:18:57.595>of <00:18:57.818>a <00:18:58.041>cup <00:18:58.264>of <00:18:58.487>tea, <00:18:58.711>right?

491
00:18:58.965 --> 00:19:01.875
<00:18:58.965>Those <00:18:59.165>sort <00:18:59.365>of <00:18:59.564>elusive <00:18:59.764>and <00:18:59.965>impossible <00:19:00.165>to <00:19:00.365>grasp

492
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<00:19:01.975>and <00:19:02.324>impossible <00:19:02.675>to <00:19:03.024>communicate <00:19:03.375>sensations,

493
00:19:04.325 --> 00:19:05.675
<00:19:04.325>those <00:19:04.730>are <00:19:05.135>called <00:19:05.540>choir

494
00:19:06.415 --> 00:19:07.875
<00:19:06.415>and <00:19:06.743>they <00:19:07.072>are <00:19:07.400>subjective <00:19:07.729>experiences

495
00:19:07.875 --> 00:19:10.195
<00:19:07.875>that <00:19:08.155>are <00:19:08.435>truly <00:19:08.715>innate <00:19:08.995>to <00:19:09.275>ourselves.

496
00:19:11.175 --> 00:19:16.015
<00:19:11.175>And <00:19:11.302>so <00:19:11.429>what <00:19:11.556>we <00:19:11.684>can <00:19:11.811>do <00:19:11.938>is <00:19:12.065>we <00:19:12.193>tend <00:19:12.320>to <00:19:12.447>sit <00:19:12.575>down

497
00:19:16.035 --> 00:19:17.895
<00:19:16.035>and <00:19:16.190>speak <00:19:16.346>to <00:19:16.501>people <00:19:16.657>and <00:19:16.812>try <00:19:16.968>and <00:19:17.123>get <00:19:17.279>their <00:19:17.435>experience

498
00:19:17.895 --> 00:19:20.255
<00:19:17.895>before <00:19:18.050>we <00:19:18.206>go <00:19:18.361>out <00:19:18.517>and <00:19:18.672>embark <00:19:18.828>on <00:19:18.983>this <00:19:19.139>big <00:19:19.295>journey

499
00:19:20.355 --> 00:19:22.535
<00:19:20.355>of <00:19:20.635>doing <00:19:20.915>things <00:19:21.195>and <00:19:21.475>obsession <00:19:21.755>over

500
00:19:22.535 --> 00:19:24.695
<00:19:22.535>what <00:19:22.710>has <00:19:22.885>been <00:19:23.060>will <00:19:23.235>hinder <00:19:23.410>what <00:19:23.585>you <00:19:23.760>can <00:19:23.935>do.

501
00:19:24.695 --> 00:19:26.495
<00:19:24.695>It <00:19:24.928>will <00:19:25.161>hinder <00:19:25.395>your <00:19:25.628>journey <00:19:25.861>to <00:19:26.095>done.

502
00:19:26.495 --> 00:19:29.015
<00:19:26.495>It <00:19:26.669>will <00:19:26.844>stop <00:19:27.020>you <00:19:27.195>from <00:19:27.370>actually <00:19:27.544>just <00:19:27.719>going <00:19:27.895>out

503
00:19:29.795 --> 00:19:31.295
<00:19:29.795>and <00:19:30.245>doing <00:19:30.695>things <00:19:31.145>right.

504
00:19:31.475 --> 00:19:33.375
<00:19:31.475>Nobody <00:19:31.649>else <00:19:31.824>is <00:19:32.000>gonna <00:19:32.175>say, <00:19:32.350>f**k <00:19:32.524>it <00:19:32.699>for <00:19:32.875>you.

505
00:19:33.375 --> 00:19:35.215
<00:19:33.375>Nobody <00:19:33.725>else <00:19:34.075>is <00:19:34.425>gonna <00:19:34.775>say,

506
00:19:35.395 --> 00:19:37.095
<00:19:35.395>you <00:19:35.595>should <00:19:35.795>probably <00:19:35.995>go <00:19:36.195>and <00:19:36.395>start <00:19:36.595>that <00:19:36.795>thing.

507
00:19:37.195 --> 00:19:41.255
<00:19:37.195>You <00:19:37.395>need <00:19:37.595>to <00:19:37.794>make <00:19:37.995>that <00:19:38.195>decision <00:19:38.395>to <00:19:38.595>go

508
00:19:41.315 --> 00:19:43.935
<00:19:41.315>and <00:19:41.515>feel <00:19:41.715>that <00:19:41.915>satisfaction, <00:19:42.115>to <00:19:42.315>feel <00:19:42.515>that <00:19:42.715>joy

509
00:19:43.935 --> 00:19:46.735
<00:19:43.935>to <00:19:44.062>dive <00:19:44.189>in <00:19:44.316>head <00:19:44.444>first, <00:19:44.571>to <00:19:44.698>iterate, <00:19:44.825>to <00:19:44.953>learn, <00:19:45.080>and <00:19:45.207>to <00:19:45.335>improve.

510
00:19:48.355 --> 00:19:49.835
<00:19:48.355>I <00:19:48.545>think <00:19:48.735>one <00:19:48.925>of <00:19:49.116>the <00:19:49.306>most <00:19:49.496>painful <00:19:49.687>lessons

511
00:19:49.835 --> 00:19:51.235
<00:19:49.835>that <00:19:50.015>I've <00:19:50.195>learned <00:19:50.375>is <00:19:50.555>don't <00:19:50.735>share <00:19:50.915>too <00:19:51.094>early.

512
00:19:51.775 --> 00:19:54.235
<00:19:51.775>So <00:19:51.915>obviously <00:19:52.055>the <00:19:52.195>best <00:19:52.335>way <00:19:52.475>to <00:19:52.615>learn <00:19:52.755>is <00:19:52.895>you <00:19:53.035>have <00:19:53.175>people

513
00:19:54.335 --> 00:19:55.995
<00:19:54.335>and <00:19:54.510>they <00:19:54.685>come <00:19:54.860>and <00:19:55.035>they <00:19:55.210>look <00:19:55.385>at <00:19:55.560>the <00:19:55.735>thing

514
00:19:55.995 --> 00:19:57.475
<00:19:55.995>and <00:19:56.185>then <00:19:56.375>they <00:19:56.565>look <00:19:56.756>at <00:19:56.946>and <00:19:57.136>they <00:19:57.327>improve

515
00:19:57.475 --> 00:19:58.955
<00:19:57.475>and <00:19:57.622>they <00:19:57.771>say, <00:19:57.918>you <00:19:58.067>can <00:19:58.215>fix <00:19:58.362>this, <00:19:58.511>this, <00:19:58.658>and <00:19:58.807>this.

516
00:19:59.975 --> 00:20:02.755
<00:19:59.975>And <00:20:00.441>the <00:20:00.908>problem <00:20:01.375>with

517
00:20:02.755 --> 00:20:05.355
<00:20:02.755>that <00:20:02.895>is <00:20:03.035>if <00:20:03.175>you <00:20:03.315>let <00:20:03.455>people <00:20:03.595>into <00:20:03.735>the <00:20:03.875>creative <00:20:04.015>process <00:20:04.155>too

518
00:20:05.355 --> 00:20:07.355
<00:20:05.355>early, <00:20:05.555>then <00:20:05.755>that <00:20:05.955>thing <00:20:06.155>isn't <00:20:06.355>yours <00:20:06.555>anymore, <00:20:06.755>right?

519
00:20:07.615 --> 00:20:10.235
<00:20:07.615>You <00:20:07.770>are <00:20:07.926>depending <00:20:08.081>on <00:20:08.237>that <00:20:08.392>feedback <00:20:08.548>from <00:20:08.703>that <00:20:08.859>individual, <00:20:09.015>um,

520
00:20:10.575 --> 00:20:13.235
<00:20:10.575>to, <00:20:10.855>to <00:20:11.135>sort <00:20:11.415>of <00:20:11.695>move <00:20:11.975>forward.

521
00:20:13.335 --> 00:20:14.995
<00:20:13.335>You <00:20:13.568>are <00:20:13.801>inadvertently <00:20:14.035>making <00:20:14.268>a <00:20:14.501>key <00:20:14.735>part

522
00:20:14.995 --> 00:20:16.315
<00:20:14.995>of <00:20:15.164>your <00:20:15.334>creative <00:20:15.504>process <00:20:15.673>and <00:20:15.843>you <00:20:16.013>make <00:20:16.183>stuff.

523
00:20:16.315 --> 00:20:17.315
<00:20:16.315>And <00:20:16.495>that's, <00:20:16.675>that's <00:20:16.855>a <00:20:17.035>bit <00:20:17.215>bad

524
00:20:17.315 --> 00:20:20.275
<00:20:17.315>because <00:20:17.470>it <00:20:17.626>stops <00:20:17.781>you <00:20:17.937>from <00:20:18.092>flexing <00:20:18.248>your <00:20:18.403>creative <00:20:18.559>process, <00:20:18.715>um,

525
00:20:20.505 --> 00:20:21.515
<00:20:20.505>flexing <00:20:20.808>your <00:20:21.111>creative <00:20:21.414>muscles.

526
00:20:21.575 --> 00:20:24.075
<00:20:21.575>It <00:20:21.775>lets <00:20:21.975>somebody <00:20:22.175>else <00:20:22.375>control <00:20:22.575>your <00:20:22.775>creative <00:20:22.975>process.

527
00:20:24.895 --> 00:20:27.995
<00:20:24.895>And <00:20:25.128>the <00:20:25.361>issue <00:20:25.595>is <00:20:25.828>everyone's <00:20:26.061>different <00:20:26.295>opinions

528
00:20:29.225 --> 00:20:30.915
<00:20:29.225>will <00:20:29.458>hinder <00:20:29.691>you <00:20:29.925>instead <00:20:30.158>of <00:20:30.391>helping <00:20:30.625>you.

529
00:20:31.695 --> 00:20:33.035
<00:20:31.695>And <00:20:32.097>you'll <00:20:32.499>lose <00:20:32.901>focus

530
00:20:33.175 --> 00:20:35.035
<00:20:33.175>and <00:20:33.315>you <00:20:33.455>won't <00:20:33.595>be <00:20:33.735>able <00:20:33.875>to <00:20:34.014>make <00:20:34.155>something <00:20:34.294>that <00:20:34.435>you <00:20:34.575>want.

531
00:20:35.035 --> 00:20:38.235
<00:20:35.035>You'll <00:20:35.315>cater <00:20:35.595>to <00:20:35.875>somebody <00:20:36.155>else's <00:20:36.435>thoughts

532
00:20:38.235 --> 00:20:39.275
<00:20:38.235>of <00:20:38.469>what <00:20:38.703>you <00:20:38.937>should <00:20:39.171>build.

533
00:20:39.375 --> 00:20:41.315
<00:20:39.375>And <00:20:39.608>by <00:20:39.841>God <00:20:40.075>is <00:20:40.308>that <00:20:40.541>f*****g <00:20:40.775>annoying.

534
00:20:42.655 --> 00:20:44.395
<00:20:42.655>Um, <00:20:42.888>I <00:20:43.121>found <00:20:43.355>it <00:20:43.588>really, <00:20:43.821>really <00:20:44.055>helpful

535
00:20:44.415 --> 00:20:45.675
<00:20:44.415>and <00:20:44.604>really <00:20:44.793>useful <00:20:44.982>to <00:20:45.171>make <00:20:45.360>one <00:20:45.549>thing

536
00:20:45.935 --> 00:20:46.995
<00:20:45.935>and <00:20:46.094>I'd <00:20:46.253>be <00:20:46.411>happy <00:20:46.571>with <00:20:46.730>that <00:20:46.889>thing

537
00:20:47.005 --> 00:20:48.125
<00:20:47.005>thing <00:20:47.173>no <00:20:47.341>matter <00:20:47.509>how <00:20:47.677>scrappy <00:20:47.845>it <00:20:48.013>is.

538
00:20:48.145 --> 00:20:49.685
<00:20:48.145>I'd <00:20:48.299>make <00:20:48.453>one <00:20:48.607>thing, <00:20:48.761>I'd <00:20:48.915>be <00:20:49.069>happy <00:20:49.223>with <00:20:49.377>that <00:20:49.531>thing.

539
00:20:49.725 --> 00:20:51.485
<00:20:49.725>I <00:20:49.958>made <00:20:50.191>one <00:20:50.425>complete <00:20:50.658>whole <00:20:50.891>round <00:20:51.125>thing.

540
00:20:52.025 --> 00:20:54.885
<00:20:52.025>And <00:20:52.165>then <00:20:52.305>what <00:20:52.445>I'd <00:20:52.585>do <00:20:52.725>is <00:20:52.865>I <00:20:53.005>would, <00:20:53.145>when <00:20:53.285>I <00:20:53.425>want

541
00:20:54.885 --> 00:20:56.605
<00:20:54.885>to <00:20:55.085>improve <00:20:55.285>my <00:20:55.485>skills, <00:20:55.685>show <00:20:55.885>it <00:20:56.085>to <00:20:56.285>somebody

542
00:20:56.705 --> 00:20:58.845
<00:20:56.705>and <00:20:56.860>I'd <00:20:57.016>say <00:20:57.171>to <00:20:57.327>them, <00:20:57.482>Hey, <00:20:57.638>I've <00:20:57.793>made <00:20:57.949>this <00:20:58.105>song.

543
00:20:58.865 --> 00:21:00.605
<00:20:58.865>Do <00:20:59.040>you <00:20:59.215>like <00:20:59.390>it? <00:20:59.565>And <00:20:59.740>then <00:20:59.915>they'd <00:21:00.090>turn <00:21:00.265>around

544
00:21:00.605 --> 00:21:01.725
<00:21:00.605>and <00:21:00.857>say, <00:21:01.109>it's <00:21:01.360>dog <00:21:01.612>shoot.

545
00:21:04.465 --> 00:21:08.325
<00:21:04.465>And <00:21:04.605>that <00:21:04.745>wasn't <00:21:04.885>as <00:21:05.024>funny <00:21:05.165>as <00:21:05.304>I <00:21:05.445>thought <00:21:05.584>it <00:21:05.725>would <00:21:05.865>be.

546
00:21:08.745 --> 00:21:13.205
<00:21:08.745>Um, <00:21:08.861>and <00:21:08.978>what <00:21:09.094>you <00:21:09.211>do <00:21:09.328>is <00:21:09.445>it <00:21:09.561>gives <00:21:09.678>you <00:21:09.794>some <00:21:09.911>amount <00:21:10.028>of <00:21:10.145>feedback

547
00:21:13.265 --> 00:21:15.325
<00:21:13.265>and <00:21:13.440>then <00:21:13.615>you'd <00:21:13.790>say, <00:21:13.965>Hey, <00:21:14.140>you've <00:21:14.315>made <00:21:14.490>this <00:21:14.665>thing

548
00:21:15.325 --> 00:21:17.085
<00:21:15.325>and <00:21:15.525>it's <00:21:15.725>good <00:21:15.925>and <00:21:16.125>you've <00:21:16.325>made <00:21:16.525>this <00:21:16.725>thing

549
00:21:17.085 --> 00:21:18.245
<00:21:17.085>and <00:21:17.215>it's <00:21:17.346>better, <00:21:17.476>and <00:21:17.607>so <00:21:17.737>on <00:21:17.868>and <00:21:17.998>so <00:21:18.129>forth.

550
00:21:18.245 --> 00:21:21.485
<00:21:18.245>But <00:21:18.372>making <00:21:18.499>one <00:21:18.626>complete <00:21:18.754>thing <00:21:18.881>allows <00:21:19.008>you <00:21:19.135>to <00:21:19.263>know <00:21:19.390>how <00:21:19.517>to <00:21:19.645>make

551
00:21:21.485 --> 00:21:23.125
<00:21:21.485>that <00:21:21.834>thing <00:21:22.185>without <00:21:22.534>the <00:21:22.885>interference,

552
00:21:23.265 --> 00:21:24.965
<00:21:23.265>the <00:21:23.615>input <00:21:23.965>of <00:21:24.315>other <00:21:24.665>people.

553
00:21:25.985 --> 00:21:27.805
<00:21:25.985>If <00:21:26.140>you <00:21:26.296>move <00:21:26.451>quickly <00:21:26.607>and <00:21:26.762>you <00:21:26.918>share <00:21:27.073>what <00:21:27.229>you've <00:21:27.385>done,

554
00:21:28.155 --> 00:21:30.085
<00:21:28.155>then <00:21:28.504>you <00:21:28.855>will <00:21:29.205>be <00:21:29.555>there.

555
00:21:30.225 --> 00:21:31.685
<00:21:30.225>You <00:21:30.444>will <00:21:30.663>do <00:21:30.881>quicker <00:21:31.101>than <00:21:31.320>you <00:21:31.539>realize.

556
00:21:33.295 --> 00:21:36.155
<00:21:33.295>The <00:21:33.450>finding <00:21:33.606>principle <00:21:33.761>is <00:21:33.917>done <00:21:34.072>is <00:21:34.228>the <00:21:34.383>engine <00:21:34.539>of <00:21:34.695>more.

557
00:21:36.175 --> 00:21:38.515
<00:21:36.175>You <00:21:36.315>don't <00:21:36.455>just <00:21:36.595>do <00:21:36.735>stuff <00:21:36.875>for <00:21:37.014>the <00:21:37.155>sake <00:21:37.294>of <00:21:37.435>doing <00:21:37.575>stuff.

558
00:21:38.535 --> 00:21:40.915
<00:21:38.535>You <00:21:38.675>do <00:21:38.815>stuff <00:21:38.955>to <00:21:39.095>go <00:21:39.235>and <00:21:39.375>then <00:21:39.515>do <00:21:39.655>more <00:21:39.795>stuff, <00:21:39.935>right?

559
00:21:40.915 --> 00:21:43.275
<00:21:40.915>Like <00:21:41.148>that's <00:21:41.381>the <00:21:41.615>don't <00:21:41.848>just <00:21:42.081>do <00:21:42.315>stuff

560
00:21:43.295 --> 00:21:44.315
<00:21:43.295>and <00:21:43.524>then <00:21:43.754>stop <00:21:43.983>doing <00:21:44.213>stuff.

561
00:21:44.315 --> 00:21:45.315
<00:21:44.315>There's <00:21:44.540>more <00:21:44.765>stuff <00:21:44.990>to <00:21:45.215>do.

562
00:21:45.315 --> 00:21:46.835
<00:21:45.315>So <00:21:45.451>you <00:21:45.588>do <00:21:45.725>the <00:21:45.862>things <00:21:45.999>that <00:21:46.135>you <00:21:46.272>need <00:21:46.409>to <00:21:46.546>do <00:21:46.683>before

563
00:21:46.835 --> 00:21:47.875
<00:21:46.835>and <00:21:46.952>then <00:21:47.069>you <00:21:47.186>do <00:21:47.303>the <00:21:47.420>thing <00:21:47.537>that <00:21:47.654>you <00:21:47.771>do.

564
00:21:47.875 --> 00:21:49.715
<00:21:47.875>The <00:21:47.982>thing <00:21:48.090>that <00:21:48.198>need <00:21:48.305>to <00:21:48.413>do <00:21:48.521>have <00:21:48.628>to <00:21:48.736>do <00:21:48.844>is <00:21:48.951>not <00:21:49.059>a <00:21:49.167>word, <00:21:49.275>me.

565
00:21:49.855 --> 00:21:53.355
<00:21:49.855>Please <00:21:50.010>help <00:21:50.166>me. <00:21:50.321>Um, <00:21:50.477>doing <00:21:50.632>things <00:21:50.788>lets <00:21:50.943>you <00:21:51.099>iterate, <00:21:51.255>right?

566
00:21:53.365 --> 00:21:54.795
<00:21:53.365>Doing <00:21:53.686>things. <00:21:54.008>You <00:21:54.330>do <00:21:54.652>something.

567
00:21:54.815 --> 00:21:56.675
<00:21:54.815>Oh, <00:21:55.048>f*****g <00:21:55.281>hell <00:21:55.515>do <00:21:55.748>is <00:21:55.981>too <00:21:56.215>many

568
00:21:56.675 --> 00:21:57.955
<00:21:56.675>times <00:21:56.867>do <00:21:57.059>too <00:21:57.251>many <00:21:57.443>times <00:21:57.635>in <00:21:57.827>script.

569
00:21:58.255 --> 00:22:01.035
<00:21:58.255>Um, <00:21:58.535>doing <00:21:58.815>things <00:21:59.095>lets <00:21:59.375>you <00:21:59.655>iterate.

570
00:22:01.075 --> 00:22:02.235
<00:22:01.075>You <00:22:01.423>compound <00:22:01.771>your <00:22:02.119>experiences,

571
00:22:02.335 --> 00:22:04.155
<00:22:02.335>and <00:22:02.462>then <00:22:02.589>what <00:22:02.716>you <00:22:02.844>do <00:22:02.971>is <00:22:03.098>you <00:22:03.225>know <00:22:03.353>how <00:22:03.480>you <00:22:03.607>can <00:22:03.735>grow.

572
00:22:04.175 --> 00:22:06.275
<00:22:04.175>You <00:22:04.302>can <00:22:04.429>do <00:22:04.556>more, <00:22:04.684>you <00:22:04.811>can <00:22:04.938>be <00:22:05.065>more, <00:22:05.193>you <00:22:05.320>can <00:22:05.447>see <00:22:05.575>more.

573
00:22:06.655 --> 00:22:08.595
<00:22:06.655>And <00:22:06.855>I <00:22:07.055>encourage <00:22:07.254>you <00:22:07.455>to <00:22:07.655>go <00:22:07.855>out <00:22:08.055>there

574
00:22:08.595 --> 00:22:09.835
<00:22:08.595>and <00:22:08.781>to <00:22:08.967>try <00:22:09.153>and <00:22:09.339>do <00:22:09.525>more <00:22:09.711>things.

575
00:22:10.035 --> 00:22:11.875
<00:22:10.035>I <00:22:10.190>really <00:22:10.346>hate <00:22:10.501>the <00:22:10.657>word <00:22:10.812>do <00:22:10.968>now <00:22:11.123>it <00:22:11.279>doesn't <00:22:11.435>sound

576
00:22:11.875 --> 00:22:12.955
<00:22:11.875>like <00:22:12.118>a <00:22:12.360>real <00:22:12.604>word <00:22:12.847>God.

577
00:22:13.495 --> 00:22:17.595
<00:22:13.495>Um, <00:22:13.635>I <00:22:13.774>really <00:22:13.915>encourage <00:22:14.054>you <00:22:14.195>to <00:22:14.334>do <00:22:14.475>more <00:22:14.614>things, <00:22:14.754>uh, <00:22:14.895>yourself

578
00:22:17.655 --> 00:22:19.875
<00:22:17.655>and <00:22:17.810>with <00:22:17.966>others, <00:22:18.121>and <00:22:18.277>it'll <00:22:18.432>make <00:22:18.588>you <00:22:18.743>a <00:22:18.899>better <00:22:19.055>maker.

579
00:22:20.055 --> 00:22:21.115
<00:22:20.055>It <00:22:20.214>will <00:22:20.373>make <00:22:20.532>you <00:22:20.691>a <00:22:20.850>better <00:22:21.009>person.

580
00:22:21.915 --> 00:22:23.155
<00:22:21.915>I <00:22:22.101>think <00:22:22.287>this <00:22:22.473>taught <00:22:22.658>me <00:22:22.845>that <00:22:23.031>sometimes

581
00:22:23.285 --> 00:22:24.995
<00:22:23.285>doing <00:22:23.518>is <00:22:23.751>the <00:22:23.985>only <00:22:24.218>way <00:22:24.451>to <00:22:24.685>learn.

582
00:22:24.995 --> 00:22:26.995
<00:22:24.995>The <00:22:25.195>art <00:22:25.395>of <00:22:25.594>creation <00:22:25.794>will <00:22:25.995>let <00:22:26.195>you <00:22:26.395>learn

583
00:22:26.995 --> 00:22:27.995
<00:22:26.995>so <00:22:27.175>much <00:22:27.354>more <00:22:27.534>about <00:22:27.715>the <00:22:27.895>world,

584
00:22:28.165 --> 00:22:29.875
<00:22:28.165>about <00:22:28.445>your <00:22:28.725>skills <00:22:29.004>and <00:22:29.284>about <00:22:29.565>yourself.

585
00:22:31.015 --> 00:22:34.995
<00:22:31.015>Now, <00:22:31.248>these <00:22:31.481>13 <00:22:31.715>principles, <00:22:31.948>Jesus <00:22:32.181>f*****g <00:22:32.415>Christ,

586
00:22:35.005 --> 00:22:36.315
<00:22:35.005>these <00:22:35.594>13 <00:22:36.184>principles,

587
00:22:36.645 --> 00:22:39.595
<00:22:36.645>there <00:22:36.845>are <00:22:37.045>some <00:22:37.245>obvious <00:22:37.445>things <00:22:37.645>in <00:22:37.845>here, <00:22:38.045>right?

588
00:22:39.975 --> 00:22:42.475
<00:22:39.975>You <00:22:40.130>don't <00:22:40.286>know <00:22:40.441>something <00:22:40.597>and <00:22:40.752>then <00:22:40.908>you <00:22:41.063>do <00:22:41.219>the <00:22:41.375>thing

589
00:22:42.655 --> 00:22:43.955
<00:22:42.655>and <00:22:42.850>then <00:22:43.045>you're <00:22:43.240>over <00:22:43.435>with <00:22:43.629>the <00:22:43.824>thing.

590
00:22:44.415 --> 00:22:47.675
<00:22:44.415>Um, <00:22:44.570>you, <00:22:44.726>you, <00:22:44.881>you, <00:22:45.037>you, <00:22:45.192>you <00:22:45.348>pretend <00:22:45.503>that <00:22:45.659>you <00:22:45.815>know

591
00:22:47.675 --> 00:22:48.595
<00:22:47.675>what <00:22:47.882>you're <00:22:48.089>doing <00:22:48.296>is <00:22:48.503>almost

592
00:22:48.595 --> 00:22:49.675
<00:22:48.595>the <00:22:48.757>same <00:22:48.919>as <00:22:49.081>knowing <00:22:49.243>what <00:22:49.405>you're <00:22:49.567>doing.

593
00:22:49.695 --> 00:22:50.715
<00:22:49.695>So <00:22:49.878>just <00:22:50.062>accept <00:22:50.245>that <00:22:50.429>you <00:22:50.612>know

594
00:22:50.715 --> 00:22:52.355
<00:22:50.715>what <00:22:50.870>you're <00:22:51.026>doing <00:22:51.181>even <00:22:51.337>though <00:22:51.492>you <00:22:51.648>don't <00:22:51.803>do <00:22:51.959>it <00:22:52.115>right.

595
00:22:52.425 --> 00:22:53.675
<00:22:52.425>Fake <00:22:52.612>it <00:22:52.800>till <00:22:52.987>you <00:22:53.175>make <00:22:53.362>it. <00:22:53.550>You've

596
00:22:53.675 --> 00:22:54.835
<00:22:53.675>got <00:22:54.197>banishing <00:22:54.719>procrastination.

597
00:22:54.965 --> 00:22:56.475
<00:22:54.965>Don't <00:22:55.236>hold <00:22:55.508>off <00:22:55.780>on <00:22:56.052>things <00:22:56.323>Once

598
00:22:56.475 --> 00:22:57.675
<00:22:56.475>you're <00:22:56.655>done, <00:22:56.835>you <00:22:57.014>can <00:22:57.195>throw <00:22:57.375>it <00:22:57.554>away.

599
00:22:57.935 --> 00:22:59.515
<00:22:57.935>Let <00:22:58.168>go <00:22:58.401>of <00:22:58.635>what <00:22:58.868>you've <00:22:59.101>made <00:22:59.335>right?

600
00:22:59.775 --> 00:23:01.315
<00:22:59.775>People <00:23:00.052>without <00:23:00.329>dirty <00:23:00.606>hands <00:23:00.883>are <00:23:01.161>wrong.

601
00:23:01.315 --> 00:23:03.315
<00:23:01.315>Don't <00:23:01.455>listen <00:23:01.595>to <00:23:01.735>people <00:23:01.875>who <00:23:02.015>just <00:23:02.155>sit <00:23:02.295>there <00:23:02.435>and <00:23:02.575>chat. <00:23:02.715>S**t.

602
00:23:03.755 --> 00:23:05.315
<00:23:03.755>Destruction <00:23:04.035>is <00:23:04.315>a <00:23:04.595>variant <00:23:04.875>of <00:23:05.155>done.

603
00:23:05.735 --> 00:23:07.035
<00:23:05.735>If <00:23:05.968>you <00:23:06.203>stop <00:23:06.437>doing <00:23:06.671>the <00:23:06.905>thing

604
00:23:07.035 --> 00:23:08.115
<00:23:07.035>and <00:23:07.229>you <00:23:07.423>destroy <00:23:07.618>the <00:23:07.812>thing, <00:23:08.007>that

605
00:23:08.115 --> 00:23:09.155
<00:23:08.115>means <00:23:08.271>you <00:23:08.427>are <00:23:08.583>over <00:23:08.739>with <00:23:08.895>the <00:23:09.051>thing.

606
00:23:09.155 --> 00:23:10.995
<00:23:09.155>These <00:23:09.355>are <00:23:09.555>some <00:23:09.754>things <00:23:09.955>that <00:23:10.155>are <00:23:10.355>really <00:23:10.555>obvious,

607
00:23:11.975 --> 00:23:14.955
<00:23:11.975>but <00:23:12.115>having <00:23:12.254>them <00:23:12.395>laid <00:23:12.534>out <00:23:12.675>as <00:23:12.814>clear <00:23:12.955>as <00:23:13.094>day, <00:23:13.235>I <00:23:13.375>felt

608
00:23:15.505 --> 00:23:16.515
<00:23:15.505>some <00:23:15.808>sort <00:23:16.111>of <00:23:16.414>direction.

609
00:23:16.835 --> 00:23:18.235
<00:23:16.835>I <00:23:16.992>started <00:23:17.150>doing <00:23:17.307>it <00:23:17.465>and <00:23:17.622>I <00:23:17.780>started <00:23:17.937>making <00:23:18.094>it.

610
00:23:18.235 --> 00:23:20.075
<00:23:18.235>I <00:23:18.468>started <00:23:18.701>creating <00:23:18.935>and <00:23:19.168>it <00:23:19.401>felt <00:23:19.635>weird

611
00:23:20.075 --> 00:23:22.195
<00:23:20.075>and <00:23:20.275>it <00:23:20.475>felt <00:23:20.675>uncomfortable <00:23:20.875>and <00:23:21.075>it <00:23:21.275>felt <00:23:21.475>scary,

612
00:23:22.255 --> 00:23:24.835
<00:23:22.255>but <00:23:22.535>it <00:23:22.815>also <00:23:23.095>felt <00:23:23.375>strangely <00:23:23.655>liberating

613
00:23:25.345 --> 00:23:29.155
<00:23:25.345>because <00:23:25.578>you <00:23:25.811>can <00:23:26.045>imbue <00:23:26.278>a <00:23:26.511>little <00:23:26.745>piece

614
00:23:29.155 --> 00:23:31.595
<00:23:29.155>of <00:23:29.295>yourself <00:23:29.435>into <00:23:29.575>something <00:23:29.715>and <00:23:29.855>send <00:23:29.995>it <00:23:30.135>out <00:23:30.274>into <00:23:30.415>the <00:23:30.555>world.

615
00:23:32.375 --> 00:23:35.955
<00:23:32.375>But <00:23:32.608>one <00:23:32.841>of <00:23:33.075>my <00:23:33.308>biggest <00:23:33.541>fears <00:23:33.775>is

616
00:23:35.955 --> 00:23:37.555
<00:23:35.955>that <00:23:36.304>if <00:23:36.655>I <00:23:37.004>make <00:23:37.355>something

617
00:23:37.575 --> 00:23:41.875
<00:23:37.575>and <00:23:37.750>people <00:23:37.925>don't <00:23:38.100>like <00:23:38.275>it, <00:23:38.450>then <00:23:38.625>does <00:23:38.800>that <00:23:38.975>mean

618
00:23:41.875 --> 00:23:42.875
<00:23:41.875>that <00:23:42.100>they <00:23:42.325>don't <00:23:42.550>like <00:23:42.775>me?

619
00:23:44.445 --> 00:23:45.885
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620
00:23:46.115 --> 00:23:47.205
<00:23:46.115>Boop <00:23:46.311>gets <00:23:46.507>you <00:23:46.703>like <00:23:46.899>a <00:23:47.096>truck.

621
00:23:47.785 --> 00:23:50.765
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622
00:23:50.765 --> 00:23:54.205
<00:23:50.765>entire <00:23:50.965>experience <00:23:51.165>is <00:23:51.365>you <00:23:51.565>are <00:23:51.765>not <00:23:51.965>your <00:23:52.165>output.

623
00:23:54.705 --> 00:23:56.885
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624
00:23:56.945 --> 00:23:57.965
<00:23:56.945>You <00:23:57.128>are <00:23:57.312>more <00:23:57.495>than <00:23:57.679>you <00:23:57.862>make.

625
00:23:58.465 --> 00:23:59.645
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626
00:23:59.705 --> 00:24:01.005
<00:23:59.705>And <00:23:59.997>I <00:24:00.290>think <00:24:00.582>most <00:24:00.875>importantly,

627
00:24:01.005 --> 00:24:03.485
<00:24:01.005>you <00:24:01.160>are <00:24:01.316>more <00:24:01.471>than <00:24:01.627>more <00:24:01.782>you <00:24:01.938>do <00:24:02.093>for <00:24:02.249>a <00:24:02.405>job.

628
00:24:04.355 --> 00:24:08.015
<00:24:04.355>And <00:24:04.510>I <00:24:04.666>recognized <00:24:04.821>a <00:24:04.977>thing <00:24:05.132>that <00:24:05.288>I <00:24:05.443>did <00:24:05.599>for <00:24:05.755>most

629
00:24:08.015 --> 00:24:09.015
<00:24:08.015>of <00:24:08.315>my <00:24:08.615>waking <00:24:08.915>life.

630
00:24:10.495 --> 00:24:13.595
<00:24:10.495>And <00:24:10.611>the <00:24:10.728>thing <00:24:10.844>that <00:24:10.961>I <00:24:11.078>did <00:24:11.195>for <00:24:11.311>eight <00:24:11.428>hours <00:24:11.544>when <00:24:11.661>I <00:24:11.778>got <00:24:11.895>up,

631
00:24:13.595 --> 00:24:17.715
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632
00:24:17.995 --> 00:24:20.355
<00:24:17.995>redefining <00:24:18.228>my <00:24:18.461>identity, <00:24:18.695>redefining <00:24:18.928>who <00:24:19.161>I <00:24:19.395>was,

633
00:24:21.175 --> 00:24:23.515
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634
00:24:23.515 --> 00:24:24.595
<00:24:23.515>that <00:24:23.758>I <00:24:24.001>could <00:24:24.244>completely <00:24:24.487>control.

635
00:24:25.695 --> 00:24:27.955
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636
00:24:28.105 --> 00:24:30.115
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637
00:24:30.455 --> 00:24:34.195
<00:24:30.455>to <00:24:30.610>exercise <00:24:30.766>what <00:24:30.921>I <00:24:31.077>want <00:24:31.232>to <00:24:31.388>do, <00:24:31.543>my <00:24:31.699>internal <00:24:31.855>drive,

638
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<00:24:34.535>and <00:24:34.815>to <00:24:35.095>develop <00:24:35.375>my <00:24:35.655>capacity <00:24:35.935>freely

639
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<00:24:36.255>and <00:24:36.430>to <00:24:36.605>build <00:24:36.780>my <00:24:36.955>skills <00:24:37.130>and <00:24:37.305>to <00:24:37.480>better <00:24:37.655>myself.

640
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<00:24:37.915>And <00:24:38.139>I <00:24:38.365>want <00:24:38.590>to <00:24:38.815>explore.

641
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642
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643
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<00:24:43.875>beautiful <00:24:44.108>world <00:24:44.341>as <00:24:44.575>much <00:24:44.808>as <00:24:45.041>I <00:24:45.275>can.

644
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645
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646
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<00:24:48.955>that <00:24:49.214>you <00:24:49.473>are <00:24:49.732>both <00:24:49.991>your <00:24:50.251>biggest

647
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<00:24:50.395>cheerleader <00:24:50.745>and <00:24:51.095>your <00:24:51.445>sharpest <00:24:51.795>critic.

648
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<00:24:53.125>Thank <00:24:53.548>you.

649
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650
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<00:25:02.135>Put <00:25:02.275>your <00:25:02.415>hand <00:25:02.555>up, <00:25:02.695>Dylan. <00:25:02.835>No, <00:25:02.975>he's <00:25:03.115>great. <00:25:03.254>Great. <00:25:03.395>Oh <00:25:03.535>good.

651
00:25:05.135 --> 00:25:06.515
<00:25:05.135>Oh, <00:25:05.445>good <00:25:05.756>God. <00:25:06.066>Right. <00:25:06.377>Skin.

652
00:25:06.655 --> 00:25:08.035
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653
00:25:08.035 --> 00:25:09.395
<00:25:08.035>with <00:25:08.209>a <00:25:08.384>little <00:25:08.559>stage <00:25:08.734>to <00:25:08.909>tell <00:25:09.084>my <00:25:09.259>story.

654
00:25:09.555 --> 00:25:11.235
<00:25:09.555>I <00:25:09.788>would <00:25:10.021>like <00:25:10.255>to <00:25:10.488>thank <00:25:10.721>Hugh <00:25:10.955>Evans

655
00:25:11.235 --> 00:25:12.355
<00:25:11.235>for <00:25:11.403>helping <00:25:11.571>me <00:25:11.739>get <00:25:11.907>my <00:25:12.075>thoughts <00:25:12.243>together.

656
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<00:25:12.375>I'd <00:25:12.530>like <00:25:12.686>to <00:25:12.841>thank <00:25:12.997>Willow <00:25:13.152>Smith <00:25:13.308>for <00:25:13.463>polishing <00:25:13.619>this <00:25:13.775>piece

657
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<00:25:14.315>of <00:25:14.595>s**t <00:25:14.875>draft <00:25:15.155>until <00:25:15.435>it <00:25:15.715>shined.

658
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<00:25:16.825>I've <00:25:16.952>been <00:25:17.079>li <00:25:17.206>Revera <00:25:17.334>and <00:25:17.461>enjoy <00:25:17.588>the <00:25:17.715>rest <00:25:17.843>of <00:25:17.970>your <00:25:18.097>half <00:25:18.225>stack.